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The making-up of a lie.As soon as you hear the three little words, you look around;  
you get nervous;  
your fidgeting gets even more extreme than it already had been.  
 
You look around;  
you make sure no one hears your whispers;  
it-is-okay-it-is-okay-you-just-have-to-say-something-they-will-believe-it-is-okay-do-not-worry.  
 
You look around, make sure no one is still around;  
fix your hair;  
smile;  
and go towards the sounds.  
 
Do-not-screw-it-up-this-is-your-only-chance-be-strong-you-can-do-it consumes your mind before entering;  
you smile;  
four words slip out of your mouth The making-up of a lie.
by ~MaryAuksi
Faster.Faster, faster, you tell to your feet.  Faster, faster, this is not enough.  Faster, faster, the world spins around.  
Faster, faster, you fall to the ground.   
Faster, faster, you tell to your mind.  
Faster, faster, make up a lie.  
Faster, faster, before they notice.  
Faster, faster, avoid the food, avoid it.   
Faster, faster, you tell to your heart.  
Faster, faster, you're way too slow.  
Faster, faster, thump-thump, thump-thump.  
Faster, faster, don't you dare to stop. Faster.
by ~MaryAuksi
.snap-snap-snap.She hated those little snaps;  the sigh of do-not-talk-to-me;  those judgmental looks of just-leave-me-alone-already-you-are-pissing-me-off-you-are-annoying-just-stop-already;  a little rant about how-do-you-not-know-you-should-know-you-are-supposed-to-know-you-were-supposed-to-(bring-that-back)-(know-that-name)-(do-that-thing)-(just-get-the-fuck-out-of-my-face).   
She was hearing scissors non-stop in her brain;   
*snap-snap-snap*   
*snap-snap-snap*   
*snap*   
She would forget some;  
the mosquito bites;  
she would know the others ten years later;  
still le .snap-snap-snap.
by ~MaryAuksi
FlowingI need to write. I need to write. I need to write.   
The words were supposed to be flowing out of her, dancing in front of her;  
they were supposed to be f l o            w i n               g;  
like they were a part of a cold, windy day;  
part of the ocean, of all the waves;  
part of all those people who rushed past you at lunch hour, all those people, because if they were a minute late, it would all be wrong.  
 
It would be l a t e r;  
but l a t e r meant l Flowing
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Psychology? - HELP!!!

Thu Sep 10, 2009, 11:29 AM
I need advice from ANYONE who reads this! Doesn't matter if it's proving me wrong or right, because that IS what I want to know!

So... We need to read a psychological book for psychology class (';psychological' may not be the best translation, I think? Basically a book that talks about psychology, doesn't really have to be like an encyclopedia, or something like that, though. Just not fiction, and we should not start reading before we have asked him about it). And... I read "Wasted" by Marya Hornbacher in July. And I REALLY don't want to ask him about it... I mean... It's not like he's mean or whatever, it's just my stupid self, afraid I might be left standing alone and wrong and unimportant and... you get the point, right?

So DOES it count? I REALLY need an answer, because if I don't get one from here, then I'm not going to ask my psychology teacher for one, either, and I'm going to end up reading some other book, even though I MAYBE shouldn't, because I've got a very good one I can re-read at home... Does anyone get what I'm saying?

I have no idea how many people will see this, but if you do, and you know about this book, then just tell me! I KNOW I might be very wrong, but just tell me that I'm wrong so I could move on. Okay?


THANK YOU,
to anyone that answers.
:heart:

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~just-juls Sep 21, 2009, 8:24:09 AM
Thanks for the fav :hug:

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=LiiQa Sep 15, 2009, 10:19:38 AM
Thank You Maria! _ :penguin:

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:iconmaryauksi:
~MaryAuksi Sep 15, 2009, 10:52:18 AM
You're very welcome =)
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~xDeadwithoutMusic Aug 25, 2009, 4:47:36 PM
thank you :heart:

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oh my... it seems the clouds made a mistake again...

excuse me?? could you turn this rain off?? it's only falling on me again!!

sorry, ma'am! looks like you're gonna have to stick to dreary for the rest of ur life!
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~inediblecupcakes Aug 24, 2009, 4:43:44 AM
thank you so very very much for the fav and all the wonderfullynice comments. it means so much to me. :heart:.

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~MaryAuksi Aug 24, 2009, 5:23:32 AM
You're very welcome :hug:
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